Tendancies - Rivilin

You’re going out of your way to put me down

Yeah im used to it, hateful comments always surrounding my emotions

Im always looking for the ways you come around

Try to fix my mental state when you say it’s intact but I know that its

My sorrow that’s just repeating the cycle

When you hook your string into my back and try to hang me up like a puppet

My emotions got me confused, like why am I looking for you

The only thing I gained from this is depression

So what do you say you want

You have a tendency to want to cut me down all again

This was a mistake cus you’re gone

Your so predictable when you come looking for more

Skinny piece of shit what do you want from m

I have these dir scenes flash in front of me it’s just so disappointing

To always be left on hold when I wanna call

Truth be told it doesn’t matter anymore just hang me up with the cord

Drug-addicted piece of shit yeah that’s what I am

I can’t begin to fabricate the emptiness within so ill just pretend

That im not a burden to my family

Obviously, my mother doesn’t think so but you know its really true

Cus I filled the psychiatrist’s pockets with empty money

To put a debt on my family so I could be happy

But you know some things never really go to plan

Cus our family fell apart, it fucked me up from the start

For a year a half I was fucking homeless

Living on my nans' couch yeah this family’s broken

Yeah my mother was in hospital, I didn’t know how to discard

The anger I found in me, it’s tearing at the seems

So what do you say you want

You have a tendency to want to cut me down all again

This was a mistake cus you’re gone

Your so predictable when you come looking for more