Cracks - Rivilin

I come to this moment

Almost every night

Just a resident of this body

A hollow specter am i

I shouldn’t idolize something that never will exist yet

My touch slowly turns you to stone I can’t persist ye

Im just a fragment of the problems

But one by one you start to crack

It’s just my imagination

That one day I can grab happiness

Will I find happiness

I don’t think I just fall

Maybe this is my desperation

Please wait while I catch my breath

Will I catch my breath

I just sink then lose all control

Crumbling, im crumbling until your pressure hits the bone

It’s just curse when you nevr call

It’s like a daydream waking in a sweat from thoughts of dceit and suicide

Come to not feeling alive

We talk in tongues never understand a word

On your face I just see the anger lurk

Stretch my skin onto your canvas till I tears

You watch the fever build around my neck until I clasps shut, you never cared