Appetite - Rivilin, Vishisdead

I’m not perfect yeah I know that

I’m not worth it, you love to say that

I’m not much but I try my FUCKING best

But you keep keep, taking you keep keep, breaking me

I’m just the kid in the, in the background

You don’t wanna understand now that the pains found

Always self-absorbed in your own issues

You never cared about me you only cared about you

Watch my skin dissolve into the, the hell below

Yeah I’m staring straight through, and I see, I see my soul

Being torn by the hooks of the, the ones i love

I’m sick of being stretch between this chronic fatigue always feeling empty

No one wants to understand what it’s like

When you fucking can’t get out of bd know you’re a lost cause

Chuck me to th side like I’m just one of your pawns

Until I have the balls to fucking kick the fucking door close

I have no appetite for this

Wrap your arms around my skin then kiss

All the bone sticking out of my flesh

I’m sick of being this way when self-hate is the game

You make me sick thinking love is all bliss

When you’re the reason that I’m a fucking mess

Push your nails through my hands and crucify me

I guess my mother was right hell is inside of me