What Changed - Rivilin

Yeah It’s when you punch me in the face and says it’s desperate measures

Were plagued by suicidal tendencies shit doesn’t get better

It’s just another day another friend suicide just hits again

I wanna take my life but that’s not what I meant

Can you tell me if you’re happy are you in a better place

Did you ever find what you want cus I still just see your face

At the edge of my bed when im trying to fall asleep

Yah all my dreams are just plagued by awful mmories

Do you know that I cared

Do you know that I called

Oh god yeah I miss you but you’re not you at all

You’re not you at all, you say i’ll be ok

You say ill be ok

But some wounds still don’t mend

It feels like my flesh is burning from the inside

Im burning from the inside, im burning up alive

Yeah push me in the bed and now im left in recession

Just a bloodline with an illness always left second-guessing

Yeah with charcoal on my face cigarettes in my hands

On my grandfather’s chair where he said to me

Yeah son you gotta build your life and never look back

There will be people in your life that never give that’s a fact

But it’s hard to see the friends that you used to love go

But you know homie I got your back you just need to give a call

So save your breath yeah im on my way right now

I don’t want to be someone that lets my friends down

Maybe we will block out the sunlight with our despairs

Stay in my room no life isn’t fair

Reminisce on issues that we had when we were younger

Yeah looking back on it I thought as you as a brother

We suffered from the trauma we didn’t know how to comprehend

Until emotion just builds and builds when i hear you say