Prescription Ghost - Rivilin

Cast aside, paint me on the wall

Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I’m gonna fall

Mess collides anxious on the floor

Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before

Water dripping down my throat, I choke, you gloat

At depression, you say its always been your friend

But you pretend with the side effects, triple vision all bent

I never got the messages that you say you sent

Large debt, small head, you say, I left

Repetition, can’t see for everything you blame me

What’s this, more lies, my love, your theft

You wanna bring up the facts of something that I couldn’t be

There’s a swell building up inside my chest

They say its just an illness, they say it’s for the best

Living a lie, no I didn’t try

My mental state is a joke

It’s just a condition, I can’t make decisions

Say my life’s not fact just fiction

You know its these issues you know that I miss you

I don’t wanna live that life man

Panic attacks, can’t breathe just shaking

Tunnel vision, this is how I live on the daily

Manic, maybe, suicide, hate me

What do you know about me when im breaking

Playing with hearts didn’t mean to get that far

Trying to drown in sex, but im tripping over bars

Xanax yah, losing uh

All I do now is dissociate

Make me up from something worth saving

Break me till I’m just worth hating

Chemical overdose

Drowning under losing all hope

A spiral that never dies prescription ghost

You take control and I’ve lost the choice

Of where I could have been

Without you

Cast aside, paint me on the wall

Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I’m gonna fall

Mess collides anxious on the floor

Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before.

$LOTHBOI:

Sink down

We drown

From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down

We drown

Full panic, feel manic, calm down

I’m spiraling

From Quarantine

I’m drinking red

Mixed wit a bean

Hit a 80 g

Cuz I’ma fiend

Had that oxy on me you ain’t know b

And I met your parents when I was high as fuck

Then you played with death and I had enough

Fuck your suicide

You cut me up

And I know you wanna see me hit the buck

I ain’t bout that shit

But I got a fix

But I’m tryna quit

Cuz I ain’t bouta kick

I ain’t bouta bitch

That’s a fucking mess

Cuz I been thru trauma

And that’s a fucking bet

So hit a lick

Then I hit a sip

Then I hit a bitch

But I ain’t hurt her bet

I been locked inside

For a couple weeks

And my phone been ringing

Its the devil b

Sink down

We drown

From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down

We drown

Full panic, feel manic, calm down

Rivilin:

Cast aside, paint me on the wall

Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I’m gonna fall

Mess collides anxious on the floor

Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before.