No Luck - Rivilin

Im with broken bones

Theirs no hope down here im in love with fear

Live in a broken home

Yeah your eyes still leer, watch as I disappear

I need to get away, I need to make some space

Won’t you get to the point make it clear suicide just kicks the chair

All I see is red

You don’t want me here you just wanna leave me behind

Im not coping with the way that you’re looking at me

Take another sip and let the couch envelop me

Why do I put myself through this

I can’t stand to look at your face

With that smile yeah haunting vision

I can’t tell what’s fact or fiction

Your light was too beautiful

I got to close enveloped by night

Cus picture-perfect yeah im not worth it

Ya point at my flaws and then ya say it’s not working

Fucking my best friends yeah you would

They’re a replacement and im not chasing you

Yeah 6 years down the drain what point of that yeah it was such a waste

Watch the best of you just die in front of me, sick to my stomach Yeah im not

coping

Shit out of luck back then yeah shit out of friends back then yeah

Putting on fake masks tryna pretend that they’re so close to me so close to me

I know im replaceable, found out the hard way found out the best way

When they try to stab in the front with the drugs six shots down can’t replace

it can’t just fix it

Cus only had one best friend back then and he’s gone

Hope he’s in a better place but he’s not

He’s breathing but he’s not alive

Fucked up on drugs yeah he’s just lost

One reason true, and now we’re through

The person I blame is still you

I don’t even know how I made it out alive man

Im with broken bones

Theirs no hope down here im in love with fear

Live in a broken home

Yeah your eyes still leer, watch as I disappear

I need to get away, I need to make some space

Won’t you get to the point make it clear suicide just kicks the chair

All I see is red

You don’t want me here you just wanna leave me behind