Lucky - Rivilin

It’s lucky that I’m gonna be here for a while

I’m lucky that I just get to see you smile

Cus it’s been a long time now

Still on the pills, yeah I’m fearing that come down

It’s funny that I don’t get to see you leave

It’s funny that you mean so damn much to me

Cus your not coming back now

A few piles a doubt just buried on your crown

Empty shell of who I used to be, no I couldn’t see

Ten feet in front of me, all my friends were so fake

Yeah in high school, just that kid in the back

I’m so awkward, couldn’t socialize, I didn’t know how to interact

Had bulky glasses and a really big nose, was bullied constantly

By people who thought they were better than me but there wrong

Where are they now, I don’t really know, don’t care

Got my real friends talking to me on the internet

Saw faces I used to love collapse they disappear

When I’m having problems and I just relapse

Cus that’s tough luck, bad trust, yeah it’s nothing new to me

Wake up, smoke lots every day feels like a dream

Standing in a crowded room, I still see your face

With every freckle that is on your cheek, sometimes I feel so displaced

I’m not wanted, yeah I get that

If you ever need me, you know where to find me, just call back

It’s lucky that I’m gonna be here for a while

I’m lucky that I just get to see you smile

Cus it’s been a long time now

Still on the pills, yeah I’m fearing that come down

It’s funny that I don’t get to see you leave

It’s funny that you mean so damn much to me

Cus you’re not coming back now

A few piles a doubt just buried on your crown

Death always comes at times when you least expect it

I didn’t mean to let you go, didn’t mean to let you face is all alone

Just got too much for me

Push me away then I will fall again

Again stumbling down these corridors

Don’t know when I was happy don’t remember those feelings anymore

Prescription ghost, floating in the backroom soaked through

Always said you were perfect and that I loved you

Doesn’t matter now, the dirt’s on your grave

Overdosing on sorrow can you tell me how to rewire my brain

I’m just that kid collecting dust on your shelf

I’m not perfect, yeah I know I was bad for your health

Standing in a crowded room, I still see your face

With every freckle that is on your cheek, sometimes I feel so displaced

I’m not wanted, yeah I get that

If you ever need me, you know where to find me, just call back

It’s lucky that I’m gonna be here for a while

I’m lucky that I just get to see you smile

Cus it’s been a long time now

Still on the pills, yeah I’m fearing that come down

It’s funny that I don’t get to see you leave

It’s funny that you mean so damn much to me

Cus your not coming back now

A few piles a doubt just buried on your crown