love is just a lie - Hamilton

Lost and decayed

My mind is a maze

Can’t find the light

So it’s dark everyday

Running away

I fucked it all up

I’m sorry that I can’t be happy enough

I’m trying my best

I swear that I am

My brain wants me dead

And you don’t understand

You don’t understand

You don’t understand

How could you get me

I don’t know who I am

First you love me

Then you hate me

This not a game bitch

You can’t fucking play me

You broke my heart

But you still fucking blame me

I’m hanging on the edge

And you would never save me

(You would never save me)

Smoking blunts

'Til my lungs are dust

Yeah I fucked it up

I don’t give a fuck

I have dreams of death

Every damn night

Man I hate my life

And this not right

I’m goin' 160 on the freeway

I wanna swerve off into the median

My mom crying on my phone

'Cause her son finally let the demons win

I tried my best

Put it on my headstone

Lemme rest

My life was full of stress

I’m depressed

She looked me in the eyes

Told me that she loved me

But the love was just a lie

Love is just a lie

Love is just a lie

(Love is just a lie)

Love is just a lie

(Love is just a lie)

Will I make it out alive?

(Will I make it out alive?)

Will I make it through the night?

(Will I make it through the night?)

Don’t think I’ll survive

(Don't think I’ll survive)

Demons in my mind

(Demons in my mind)

Running out of time

I’m running out of time

I don’t wanna breathe

Put my head underwater

R.I.P my dreams 'cause they’re

Dead and forgotten

I don’t have a soul

'Cause my ex girl was rotten

Walking down these halls

All these memories they haunting

Fell into a nightmare

I’ll never wake up

I don’t really say much

These people fake tough

(Fake tough)

'Cause when I show up

They all go quiet

They can sense my pain

They don’t want me to get violent

(Yeah, yeah)

Like a star

I am fucking shining

But I’m also burning

Which really means I’m dying

Yeah I loved her

But she just loved lying

Took my happiness

For simply motherfucking trying

All the pain she put me through

I thought it would be worth it

Now I’m just a mess

And she’s still fucking perfect

Just forget me

Left me in the past

Ending it tonight

Just to find the peace at last