fell into a nightmare - Hamilton

Fuck this place, I hate this town

Swear one day, I’ll burn it down

I prefer when no one round

'Cause I just wanna die with sound

Smoke so much

I cannot feel my toes

I’ve been getting high

To try to fill these holes

Inside my mind

I hate me all the time

Feel depressed

But I tell 'em that I’m fine

'Cause they don’t really

Know or understand

It’s not their fault

I really wasn’t in the plan

But really I don’t give a damn

I stack my money up

I got them blue strips in my hands

In the club and I’m throwin bands

I’m only seventeen

But you know I’m still the man

Any drug you want

You know I got it

She looked me right

In the eyes and she popped it