ashes - Hamilton

I don’t want this life, you can fucking have it

It’s hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness

Need to numb the pain, I take my bong and pack it, or

I roll it up it disappears like magic

Only thing remaining is the fucking ashes

Scattered on the ground just like how my head is

Wanna take the gun and blow it all to pieces

Never gave a fuck cause this life has no meaning

I know I’m already crazy

Fake friends, they would never try to save me

Smile to my face then they just betray me

Should I let the angels or the devil take me

Drag me down to hell

Already took my soul, ain’t nothing left to sell

Already hate myself and you could probably tell

I don’t like it here, please take me somewhere else

Wanna dissapear, I wanna run away

Take the memories, erase them from my brain

Life is boring, everyday is just the same

I feel broken but I don’t know what to say

I don’t know what to say

Introverted, yeah I need my fucking space

Please don’t ask if I’m okay

I’ll just say I’m fine but I never change

I don’t want this life, you can fucking have it

It’s hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness

Need to numb the pain, I take my bong and pack it, or

I roll it up it disappears like magic

Magic, burn it all to ashes

Wanted love now I wish I never had it

Do these drugs cause our world is full of madness

Nothing matters, it’s kinda tragic

I’ve been living life with a deathwish

Razors on my wrist, noose around my neck bitch

Always tired, always fighting my own feelings

I have a sick mind, it’s not healing