Dedicated To Difficulty - Thavius Beck, 2Mex

We dedicate this to difficulty

Even if for a minute

Only infinitely lonely

The dream is dead

There’s no pony

A pain that you know only

You pushed away the last person that was ever gonna be kind

The television is so loud yet no one seems to mind

Cause everybody’s out of their mind

I’m coming to rescue you but no one’s coming to mine

My blood’s infected with neglect

The love you expect wouldn’t even pass a health check

Ever feel like you’re not alone?

Never been realer to me than the day you sat on your phone

In and out of space via satellite clones

Gather database said I was destined to be alone

I’m too complacent

Coming to your place quick

Your eyes either evade me or play sick

It doesn’t even matter now

You take a million showers but you still dirty the towel

Right, somebody thinks you’re pretty?

Wow

Take a pretty bow cause I think you’re pretty foul

I dedicate this to you walking away backwards

«Get the fuck away from me» are my exact words

As I hide under a gray cloud on a dead tree with a black bird

There’s poison in your saliva

There’s a noise that we made inside that’s no longer alive

I don’t care if you cry

Fuck it

I don’t care if you die

I thought I had defeated the youth

But if I was wrong about you, I might be wrong about the truth

One day, there’ll be a better you, a better me

But for now you’re dead to me

This song may seem insignificant and sloppy

But I keep it simple and sell a million copies

Then you’ll really feel it when you hear it in the lobby

It’s obvious that hurting is your hobby

I hope this moment ruins your favorite movie

I hope they don’t design a drug that does what you do to me

Until then, I’ll always be fixated

'Til someone breaks your heart and you can’t mixtape it