Self Destruct - Spose, Dominic Lavoie

No, no, I won’t bail out, go ghost

Gotta get it 'cause we made it, aw yeah, hell yeah

Never quit and won’t initiate self-destruct

You’ve gotta take me out

Sometimes my mind says no, body stuck on automatic

I don’t wanna smoke, it got me feelin' like an addict

Tryna get the picture but the station only static

I remember when my mom was hidin' in the attic

Swim in my mind, let me know what y’all find

Faded gray since I thought I’d be the greatest all time

I can’t dance this limbo

And they don’t make meds for imposter syndrome

Got my fanbase, damn great, they’re still with me

What I say got hits, Bobby, we love Whitney

When I finally got fifty, I want sixty

Paranoia, paranoia comin' to get me

But despite all that or perhaps because of it

Life hit me, cracked, bounce back and bludgeoned it

Gotta snipe me out, better wipe me out

Better fireball my character, I won’t pipe down

I won’t bail out, go ghost

Gotta get it 'cause we made it, aw yeah, hell yeah

Never quit and won’t initiate self-destruct

You’ve gotta take me out

As I grew up, everything got harder

Everything they said stuck to me like armor

Gross times smell like low tide in the harbor

As I got smarter, the world got darker

When I saw five, killed the child inside

The growin' up made me stronger, I survived, still alive

Made it through the loop, everything

Just like Shane, used to sing

So now we tap dance devil’s fingertips off my Jordans

'cause I don’t wanna smash the button and go back to nothin'

Even though I’ve been down like I’m grabbin' somethin'

Gotta take me out, gotta break me now

You better pull me underground before I reach these clouds

I won’t bail out, go ghost

Gotta get it 'cause we made it, aw yeah, hell yeah

Never quit and won’t initiate self-destruct

You’ve gotta take me out

No, no, I won’t bail out

'cause we made it, aw yeah, hell yeah

Won’t initiate self-destruct

You’ve gotta take me out

You’ve gotta take me out

You’ve gotta take me out