Self-Destruct - Spite

Diving deep into the depths of my mind

Abysmal thoughts that haunt me in the night come to life

Obsessing over brutality, violence directing my morality

Starve the helpless, torture the innocent

Shut up, shut up, shut the fuck up

There is no fucking God your dumb ass really thought

Close your eyes and fold your hands recite this ancient prayer

Worship this invisible entity and blessed be your family

If he loved you so much then question his mistake

If there really is a God then why would he create me?

God fearing when you should fear me

Abomination Jesus for the rich

Jesus for the privileged

Oh what a fucking luxury it must be

Holding on to your imagination past ten years of age

So tell me, do you wanna have some fun?

So tell me, do you wanna see some blood?

The best parts of life benefit number one

The one you idolize died a slave

He chose to break

You got me fucked up if you think

I’ll ever bow to someone’s power trip held together by child-like ideals

Pay attention (to me)

Offer everything (to me)

Throw a fit when things don’t seem to go my way

Get fucked

Old T for those who pray to an angry God

The new T for those who kneel to a «loving» god

There is a story for whatever the fuck helps your case

Do me a favor and pray he ends the human fucking race

Abomination, annihilation, obliteration, extermination

While your head’s in the clouds, mine’s trapped in a cell

While you look to the skies, I’m in my personal hell

Nothing to lose in a world where nothing is beautiful

There is only hate, black and gray executes all vision of hope

I feel like I’m dying and I have no reason for holding on

The pain so sharp

Cut, cut

Slice away

Crippling depression

The room is falling apart on me

I exhaust myself to breathe

No endgame, dry heaving

No fucking purpose, pointless freedom

An infinity of agony, help me, help me

I’m screaming, I’m screaming

Just fucking end me, I don’t wanna live amidst all this misery

Just when you think you found peace

Just when you think things might be okay

Remember one thing:

That nothing is beautiful

Nothing is beautiful

Nothing

Spite!