Drown Me - Spite

I trapped myself here with all eyes locked on me

Except the ones that I adore (that I adore)

I can’t speak, I lash out

Find me convulsing on the fucking floor

Stare at the wall and strain until my head explodes

'Cause no ones coming through that fucking door

Fuck

God dammit, no!

(No!) Don’t give a fuck how you’re feeling

(No!) Don’t give a fuck about what you have to say

Don’t care if someone has it worse than me

Tomorrow does not hold a better day

I’ll do whatever it takes to make you look at me that way again (just look at

me)

To make you lost in me like I’m lost in you

I’ll do whatever it fucking takes

To ruin, to haunt you

To make you lesser, to break you the fuck down

Irrelevant, isolate

Last night I put my belt around my neck

But I’m still here, still a fucking wreck

I guess I’m just selfish;

I needed something permanent

I’ll no longer be degraded;

I’ll just decompose

Terrible memories in once wonderful places

I can’t seem to find the the beauty in anything anymore

Drown me in the ocean you hold in your eyes

Drown me

Drown me, fucker

Drown me

Yeah this is how I’ll fucking die

Hold my head under wet lying lips

Kiss me goodbye (goodbye)

Kiss me goodbye