Signs of Spring - Softheart

I sit in intensity

Shaking fidgeting nervously

The feelings so hard to beat too much to stand

Patience is too hard to keep

If you need me just call for me

Ill be there always and constantly

I move through trauma and grief

Like i’m anxiously counting sheep

Waiting to fall asleep

Honestly

Writing is just emptying

Thoughts just tempting and menacing

Seen you in everything

Bury me

In a frost

Winter calls

For bitter hearts

And cold ears i

Shiver off

Let it go

Been alone

The whole year i

Can’t seem

To get along

A little odd

And a whole lotta weird

Ghosts in the mirror

Seem a little closer from here

Ay

Hold me

Tighter and tighter

Till i can’t breath one breath at all

See

I tuck the time in while

Lying here trying all my best to just

Rest it off

Ill be

Sleeping

Dreaming

Until

My dreams

Just wake me up

Aren’t we

Fighting

Hurting

Running

Everything but just making up

If hate shapes your head

Might not be so impressed

When you look back at what you’ve become

Hug me till my chest falls off

Squeeze me till my neck pops

Then set off just go when your done