something to live for - Softheart, killedmyself

Ooh, holding the weight back

Don’t mind that I do 'cause I hate that

I cover it like deuce in a rainstorm

I don’t mind watching new for it break morning

Ooh, holding the weight back

Love fire, how it turn into a blank ash

Thinking about you sent me way back

I don’t like it so I don’t think that

I let the hate pass

I know I can’t change the past

It ain’t hard to make it

It’s hard to make it last

All I sing is sad songs and I hate that

But I ain’t happy and I won’t fake that, yeah

I know I told myself I wouldn’t pay no mind to it but I overthought it

When really, I knew it was probably nothing

Honestly, that shit just happens too much

If you hit me up showing support, I’ma show the love back

Yeah, but I don’t think y’all really get it

So I’ll make it clear, if it wasn’t for y’all

Would’ve taken my life a long time ago

And I roll up my weed, yeah you know I’m a dead-end

What you expect?

Bitch, you know I’m pathetic

I’m in my room all alone, you can bet it

Sadness can take your control if you let it

So don’t let it happen

Smile in their face

Baby, fuck 'em, keep laughing

It’s nothing to pass 'em

All of that hate, I keep brushing it back

I ain’t fucking with that shit, tried burying that hatchet

But I’m so guilt-ridden

Know what I did, won’t pretend that I didn’t know

Still though, I know it ain’t all my fault

Said she love me and then she left me on my own

(On my own)

Every heart tears,

(Ooh, holding the weight back)

And I can see your-

(Love fire, how it turns into a blank ash)

Sometimes

Sometimes you watch it happen

(Thinking about you sent me way back

I don’t like it so I don’t think that)

You can see yourself in there

And you’re looking back

(All the way back)

And you can see the future

(Oh, it goes all the way back)

And what do you do

(So I hate that)

Keep making art

Everyday, I hold my weight

Hold it like it ain’t shit

Love it when you hate me

The pain makes me

Who I am

Hear 'em when I sing

She just replaced me

Like it ain’t a thing

Everyday, I hold my weight

Hold it like it ain’t shit

Love it when you hate me

The pain makes me

Who I am

Hear it when I sing

She just replaced me

Like it ain’t a thing