Reject - Merkules

The plot thickens, I’m lost drinkin' this hard liquor

I’m trynna put together pieces of this cropped picture

I wrote this record with my finger in a fog mirror

And as soon as I was honest then it got clearer

They say I talk about anxiety too much

But sobriety’s too tough and I can’t hide it when I’m drunk

They say I talk about the pressure way too often

I was walkin' on the beach and found my message in a bottle

My head was full of sorrow and my centerpiece was hollow

I look happy on the surface but what’s underneath the potholes

It’s not that easy just to change if I wanted to

When I maybe responsible for the pain that you all been through

I’ve been basically walkin' across the plank with no socks or shoes

But I hope you know I love you by the way that I talk to you

Cause, the good days can turn into bad days

And the bad days make it hard to have faith

I’m a fu-u-uck up

And I hate that I am this way

I’m a lowlife

I use a mask to disguise my pain

I’m a douchebag

I blame you cause I won’t blame myself

I’m a reject

But I’m honest and I need your help

I’m a fu-u-uck up

And I hate that I am this way

I’m a lowlife

I use a mask to disguise my pain

I’m a douchebag

I blame you cause I won’t blame myself

I’m a reject

But I’m honest and I need your help

I swear I need your help

I know the truth, it still as hard to face the music

Therefore I drink and light a smoke then the combination ruthless

You only see my scars but there’s a lot of scrapes and bruises

I got what it takes to do this, I can’t tolerate just losin'

I’m jumping over all the cracks on the sidewalk

I’m being honest, I’m not like these other rappers you follow

Got one hand on the rifle, the other hand on the Bible

I live my best life today cause it won’t happen tomorrow

Been on the cusp of insanity

How the fuck is this happenin'?

All a sudden I’m successful, gettin' money and travelin'

With my mother and my father and my beautiful wify

I got my team and my day-ones, so fuck you, you don’t like it

Bitch, I’m busy being me, I’m never followin' these trends

I guess me being a reject is just part of who I am

Damn right, I’m a fuck up

Fuck yeah, I’m a lowlife

I’d rather be the person I am than live your life

I’m a fu-u-uck up

And I love that I am this way

I’m a lowlife

But it’s fine, all be okay

I’m a douchebag

But I’m learnin' how to love myself

I’m a reject

It’s okay, I hate everyone else

I’m a fu-u-uck up

And I love that I am this way

I’m a lowlife

But it’s fine, all be okay

I’m a douchebag

But I’m learnin' how to love myself

I’m a reject

It’s okay, I hate everyone else

I hate everyone else