Purgatory - Horus The Astroneer

See now

I see a little silhouette of a man

Drowning in his in shame

Blood all on his hands

Now he feel no pain

He done grown obsessed

With the void welling in his brain

Now his own momma gonna see that he’s insane

Now momma

Just killed a man

Looked up in the mirror at that ugly motherfucker

Told him «I don’t wanna see your fucking face again»

He grabbed me by the throat

Wouldn’t stop until I choke

Grabbed a knife from my pocket

And he put it through my soul

That was it

It was over

Then I slipped into a coma

And that crazy motherfuckers had control since that moment

Now I see it clearer

Now I’m searching purgatory

Tryna find another mirror

Just so I could say I’m sorry

But…

Now I feel no pain

Now I’ve grown obsessed

With the void welling in my brain

Now my mommas gonna know that I’m insane

License is suspended I got nowhere to go

I got no job so I’m hoping that the music will blow

I’m tryna jump off balconies into the people below

Start a pit catch a face kick in my own show

I’m fucking lost

I don’t fucking know how else I can cope

My heart pumping out my chest

Pressure making me choke

I am my own worst foe

Don’t believe in a soul

Not even mine

Now I know what it’s like to be low

Now I see it clearer

Now I’m searching purgatory

Tryna find another mirror

Just so I could say I’m sorry

But…

Now I feel no pain

Now I’ve grown obsessed

With the void welling in my brain

Now my mommas gonna know that I’m insane