Funhouse Mirrors - Heart Attack Man

When a sizable portion of everything you knew

Suddenly becomes so distant

You see your life laid out before you

And you start to consider

Whether or not it was all cracked up to be a house

When it was just a wall

And do you ever wake up in the middle of the night

And wonder why you’re even here?

I feel so disillusioned, like I’ve been stuck in a maze

Of funhouse mirrors for the past four years

And forced to adjust in a day

The migraine’s finally fading

And I begin to observe

How everything I thought was foundational

Nowadays just gets on my nerves

And if I stay here awhile

I can maybe shoot the shit and force a smile

But none of this is worthwhile

I’d rather stay at home and just relax

As the rain drips down my window