dim, dark, depleting - guardin

Hahaha!

You’re not crazy, Nick.

You’re creative

You’re so creative

Shut the fuck up!

I am quickly realizing

All the problems that I’m facing

All exist inside this hatred

For myself, my thoughts are racing

Is there anybody out there

Feeling dim, dark and depleting?

What is safe?

'Cause all I fear is near

And death I’ll soon be greeting

I truly wish the flickering would stop

And I could catch my breath

But this films left on repeat again

Somehow you soon forget

You’ve damn near downed your second bottle

Drunken words in full effect

These sober thoughts have always lived here

Driving by until they wreck

I’m fucking numb

(Yeah)

You don’t know a thing about the terror that I breathe into my lungs

And I don’t know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

I’m fucking numb

I’m fucking numb

I’m fucking numb

I’m fucking numb, yeah

I think the sky is falling

But it’s my imagination

Overcasting on and off again

To form a new foundation

Hopefully I reconstruct myself

It might take quite a while

Obsolete upon comparison

These scars all stretch for miles

I’ll never find the person I was then

He’s buried deep below

Subterranean inhabitant

I hope he likes the snow

Did the soul inside his body

Ever find his way back home?

Am I talking in third person?

Yeah I guess we’ll never know

I’m fucking numb

(Yeah)

You don’t know a thing about the terror that I breathe into my lungs

And I don’t know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come