All I Ever Might Be - guardin

I don’t think I’ve

Ever been this fucking stressed in my life

Creature part two isn’t finished, I lied

Just to get them off my back though I tried

I can’t create when i’m dying inside

Moving this weekend I wish I could fly

Don’t have my car but I still gotta drive

Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom bye

Hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

Am I like this?

I don’t like this

All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids

Losing sleep I drive all week and raise my mileage

Guardin cut his fucking hair now I don’t like him

Depression take me by 25

Fuck going out I’ll just stay inside

«This isn’t you», I say to myself

Every night lately I contemplate suicide

«Oh but you’re famous online so your life must be great»

They say, but that’s a fucking lie

Crawl into bed around seven a.

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And the headaches come full force, I wanna die

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Hey Hollywood would your people ever like me?

Misunderstood is all I ever might be

Hey Hollywood would your people ever like me?

Misunderstood is all I ever might be

Hey Hollywood would your people ever like me?

Misunderstood is all I ever might be