New Low - Conveyer

It took so long to bring this to the surface

I can’t pretend to feel at peace anymore

Removal from everything

This crusade of doubt I’ve waged

Will never replace the mistakes I’ve made

So every time you look my way, a forced smile is all you see

I’ll avoid conversation

Every time you ask me how I’ve been, I’ll say what you want to hear

Half-heartedly concerned and insincere

No longer plagued with the fear of dying young

A culture bred to turn away, I know I’m not the only one

Over and over I pray for release from disbelief and the urge to hide away

If this is all I can be, the wind between Your trees

Then carry me away

The new low’s in love with me

So every time you look my way, a forced smile is all you see

I’ll avoid conversation

Every time you ask me how I’ve been, I’ll say what you want to hear

Half-heartedly concerned and insincere