Child Support - Atena

You’re fucking others

While dad’s paying for it

I try my best to forget

But I’m reminded by the stench

Wearing the same clothes

Third week in a row now

I haven’t seen our money for years

You truly taught me all I know

Never trust anyone, truly know that we’re all alone

It might be wrong and the reason I’m rotting

I know I’m God, I’m Satan, I’m nothing

What I am is not what I would have wished for and

Everything I’ve done has been for nothing

So see me for what I am

What I became and I have tried

I have wanted and struggled

Take me back to the days before it all began

Before he screwed you and left you for that stupid cunt

Was she worth it?

Or just another thoughtless impulse?

«I forgive you»

Do you forgive me?

I’m drawing short straws by the hour

Trapped in a small dark room with no way out

I’ve got it up to my neck and now I can’t breathe

I think I’m ready, just take me back

What you see is just my fake reality

My kind of self control

Thinking that it would help

That I could be better, and I have prayed

I have wanted and struggled

«I forgive you»

Do you forgive me?

Take me back to the days before it all begun

Before he screwed you and left us for that stupid cunt

Was she worth it?

Or just another thoughtless impulse?