Death Is All I Think About - Atena

Worries turning joys to doubt

Death is all I think about

I’ve watched my days turn gray

I still think of the future

But in a different way

Torn heart

Soul split up in pieces

No thoughts but a death wish

I’m fucking obsessed with no fucking rest

Asendin and Desyrel don’t fucking work it feels like hell

I guess I’ll rot

Worries turning joys to doubt

Death is all I think about

I’ve watched my days turn gray

I still think of the future

But in a different way

I know this won’t fade away

The problem I can’t solve in any way

Imagining the impact

Is this bridge to low

Will I fall hard enough

I need to know

Imagining the impact

Is this bridge too low

If I fall hard enough

I need to know

Why

It’s all a tragedy from start to finish

So fucking drown it down with pints and spirits

3 AM and the crowd goes home

I’m venting vomit fucking crying all alone

Worries turning joys to doubt

Death is all I think about

I’ve watched my days turn gray

I still think of the future

But in a different way

I’m fucking obsessed with no fucking rest

Asendin and Desyrel don’t fucking work it feels like hell