Sincerely, Yours - Ameer Vann

I learned a lot inside a year, that handful of months

Another turn around the sun, I’m still cold and burning up

Like a raisin in the sun, and I’m numb from smoking blunts

I don’t feel it when they hit me, way my father used to beat me

I don’t think I’d really feel it if a car swerved and hit me

What does God got against me?

I’ve been doing stupid shit like … and selling…

I even tried to rob a bitch that got raided by police

I’m just glad it wasn’t me

And that keep me up at night, but I’m used to losing sleep

'Cause I live inside a house that’s full of water, neck deep

So I’m always fucking fighting to keep my head above the water

If I could walk on top of oceans

I’d change the whole world and make it better for my mother

And get a message from my sister, and that’s just fucking fiction

She out there flirtin' with addiction, she ain’t got no time to call me

Me, you, and our father, all hopeless alcoholics

If you get a chance to call me

Just remember that I love you, and I’ll always be your brother

And there were times that I didn’t want to live

But thank God I’m alive

And to them times that I didn’t want to live

Thank God I’m alive

For all the times that I didn’t want to live

Thank God I’m alive

And to the times that I didn’t want to live

Thank God I’m alive

I remember being young, I’d ask a lot of questions

Like, «Why's there so much hatred?»

and «Why they call me crazy?»

Mama said I fell from heaven, smacked my head on the pavement

«And that’s why they call me crazy, but that’s why I love you baby»

And the day you stop fighting, that’s the day you turn crazy

I could never pay you back but I’ma start with a Mercedes

When I blow up I’mma get you everything you wanted now

It’ll never be the same, riding through H-town

Got a chevy full of gas, roll the windows down

Hope I find some peace of mind 'fore the sun goes down

And there were times that I didn’t want to live

But thank God I’m alive

And to them times that I didn’t want to live

Thank God I’m alive

For all the times that I didn’t want to live

Thank God I’m alive

And to the times that I didn’t want to live

Thank God I’m alive