Los Angeles - Ameer Vann

I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence

I fell in love with Los Angeles

I lost my friends to Los Angeles

I lost myself in Los Angeles

Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me

I brought my pain and my demons with me

I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me

I took a pill and I hope I feel it

I miss livin' at the hospital

I miss livin' down in South Central

I remember back when it was simple

I ain’t have to fight with all my niggas

Money complicated every issue

Man, it’s crazy how they deal with you

Talk about it like they still with you

Use my name as a meal ticket

They don’t wanna see me standing now

Bipolar nigga, I’m manic now

I want more shit in my bank account

I want my granny a bigger house

I grow more hungry like every day

I feel like God in a scary way

All of these sins that I need repay

I need to find me some different ways

I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence

I fell in love with Los Angeles

I lost my friends to Los Angeles

I lost myself in Los Angeles

Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me

I brought my pain and my demons with me

I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me

I took a pill and I hope I feel it

I made major changes to myself

I am still a danger to myself

Still might grab the stainless off the shelf

But I don’t really think I’m finished yet

I ain’t even get to feel it yet

Smoke ain’t even hit the ceiling yet

Only hopin' that I fade away

I wake up and face another day

I got shit that they can’t take away

All the secrets that I gave away

Still, I’m regrettin' it more and more

I took one, I need a couple more

I need God, I need holy ghost

I need somethin', get me comatose

My depression what I love the most

I can never seem to let it go

I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence

I fell in love with Los Angeles

I lost my friends to Los Angeles

I lost myself in Los Angeles

Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me

I brought my pain and my demons with me

I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me

I took a pill and I hope I feel it