You'll Understand When You’re Older - Kaonashi

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For the kid

Who survived

Pack your bags, we’re going on a guilt trip

First stop: 12th grade, always thought I could

Buy happiness, but I’m emotionally spent

And I can’t afford to lose again

Another girl, another friend

Another reason to leave the party early when

I see you on the other side of the room

The worst four letters: L-O-V-

-Enough's enough

I’m sick of having fun

I’m sick of everything I love

Going to someone else

And at the end of the night, I’ll still walk you to your car

And take the long way home to avoid everyone

Text me when you get homesick

I’ve been thinking about that phone call

I’ve been driving past your exit

I know what we had wasn’t perfect

But if it isn’t fixed, don’t break it, no

Broken window, playing ball in the backyard

Broken window when I got in a fight with you

Broken window just to get in my own house

The landlord locked me out

The rent’s past due

Order up!

Burns on your hands from years of food service

Loser

What the fuck?

I worked 40 hours last week, this can’t be right

Under the table life

Flipping burgers, washing dishes, pumping gas, delivering pizzas

Every weekend until the day I die

I watch the kids with degrees just step all over me

Now I’m arguing with some guys from New Jersey over extra cheese

And I still think about that phone call

And I still pass your exit

And every day I think

And I think about

And I think, ah!

So this is what I had to live for?

So this is what I had to live for?

Empty pockets, heartbreak, past mistakes, friends I hate

Every night and every day until I just evaporate, I

Love someone and it’s just not working, I

Can’t follow my dreams, I’m always working, I

Need to go back to school, I’m almost thirty, I

Don’t know why I’m alive, swear I should have died that night

It’s hard for me, it’s hard for me to say that

I’m actually happy that I’m still here

I really try, but I’m really not okay and

There’s no headline for the kid who survived

There’s no headline for the kid who survived

There’s no headline for the kid who survived