Denouement - 156/Silence

They bother me.

All of these thoughts enter in

My amity faltered and rusted with chains.

I’m far from okay.

I just deteriorate

into these lies

I’ve tried convincing my mind I’m alright but the time healed nothing like I

was foretold it would mend me inside

Guess I’ll writhe in my shell.

I take the first hearse straight to hell

Don’t you cry when the bell rings at the cemetery funeral

You’ll be fine, I know

Don’t think of me when things are low

I deserve fire and brimstone as my casket and for my throne

Harrowing

Distressed, it seeks for the veins

From under flesh, this awaits me to break from pain with a blade to my wrists

On my grave, I hope you piss upon the memories you received and don’t you wish

for me to be at ease or in peace

Destructive tendencies delivered me to this place

A flood of entropy to permeate through my brain and I just take it.

I let decadence have the say.

Carrying me to waste

They bother me.

All of these thoughts enter in

I can sense a coming end enclosing on me.

Seducing, the noose lustfully caught

my eye

With a gaze, I contemplate sealing fate

This depression is severing all of my aspirations to attain a life of happiness

and leave without the shame that burdens me with lack of confidence and hatred

I disdain the way pain plays such a part in this, deterring me a way to carry on