High Dive in a Low Well - 156/Silence

Now you’re desperate and you feel so alone

Down in the south you feel dead in your bones

Nowhere to run to and no one to phone

Your time is depleting.

Your sanity’s wearing thin

I don’t know when you lost the will to live

Your time is just spent dissolving yourself away

I feel like I’ve been partaking in all your sins but

I can’t blame myself for your fuck ups

You’re fucked up and selfish as shit for all the things you’ve done

But I won’t forget.

Don’t you expect me to

This life is a sentence we’re brought here to endure

I just spit towards you

Now I just spit

And for the last time, you are not fine

You crush a hundred lines finely every night

Try and end your fucking life by suicide

You deny, you say you’re alright but you’re so bad at hiding your calamity that

I know is still thriving

You could cover it under the suffering just won’t be hushed to sleep

Cause' when the cost caught up I felt the pressure fucking crush your lungs and

deny you a life you could love

Links break into nothing

I watched your wings cleaved off of your skin

I saw the ceiling sinking on you and me

I never felt so beneath.

Now my trust has erased to nothing

You continue to do what you knew would be your doom all along