Melted Coffee - Yxngxr1

There’s no use in wondering what might have happened instead\nYou look too far into the future, you’ll shit yourself scared\nMy world’s fallen over and under\nAnd backwards and back 'round again\nSee the light in my eyes disappear\nNeed a reason for why am I here\nIt’s not so different, I like my coffee iced\nAnd lie awake all night\nI thought the world’s all mine\nThen I realized I’m jaded, right?\nMy room’s messed, my head’s clean, my clothes washed\nMy brain’s fried, my chest breaks, my heart stops\nAt midnight, I’ll go where our eyes locked\nAnd hope you still search for that soft spot\nI don’t look like myself anymore\nI don’t look like myself anymore\nSee the light in my eyes disappear\nNeed a reason for why am I here\nIt’s not so different, I like my coffee iced\nAnd lie awake all night\nI thought the world’s all mine\nThen I realized I’m jaded, right?\nIt’s not so different, I like my coffee iced\nAnd lie awake all night\nI saw my world on fire, and I need more time\nI need more time