Lonely Bastard - Yüth Forever

I live with a noose around my neck

And the devil on my shoulder pulling me towards death

Waiting for when I slip up next

To whisper faults in my ears hoping I’ll choose him instead

The whole world’s a cutthroat

Fed all these insults

Right down my throat

Chokehold ‘til I scream «no»

They love me, they love me not

It really all depends on what I’ve got

Why do I make time for people who could care less if I’m alive?

Because if they don’t love me then who else will

I was born a lonely bastard

A walking fucking disaster

With a passion for being the worst and constantly thinking I’m hurt

So long live depression, long live sin

May you never stop worshipping your demons within

May you always fight the battles that you’ll never win

Again and again and again

They say that the grass is always greener on the other side

But everything’s black and white when you feel left behind

Let me suffer, let me rot

Swallow me with everything I lost

My mind is caught inside a slipknot

Made out of anxiousness and everything I’m not

Let me suffer, let me rot in my cell

They love me, they love me not

I can’t tell

People like me weren’t meant to be happy

We’re meant to choke on our words with everyone laughing

People like me weren’t meant to be happy

I’m not happy, I don’t know how to be happy