casual sabotage - YUNGBLUD

Hiding here in camouflage

When they say that they want me

You love me

You need me

Call it casual sabotage

Yeah, you think that it’s easy

I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on

Cause I am confused and I’m frightened

I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on

Cause I don’t understand this on my own

I’m just a messed up kid

With sewn up lips

I can’t take this shit

I need to exist

Sitting staring at my watch

I can’t tell if it’s morning or midday or evening

The pressure got my head in knots

And I don’t know who’s deceiving

I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on

Cause I am confused and I’m frightened

I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on

I don’t understand this on my own

I’m just a messed up kid

With sewn up lips

I can’t take this shit

I need to exist

Burn me down till we’re nothin' but enemies

And shut me out till we’re nothin' but friends

Burn me out till we’re nothin' but enemies

And shut me out till we’re nothing but friends

Burn me down till we’re nothin' but enemies

And shut me out till we’re nothin' but friends

I’m just a messed up kid

With sewn up lips

I can’t take this shit

I need to exist