Dreaming Of Believing - Your Demise

Exhausted, too tired to feel tired

This steam’s still blowing off

How the fuck do I think I can hold myself together

There’s no way to stay on top

My eyes are wired, my hearts beating slow

My head’s confused, doesn’t know where to go

Twisting and turning to find a way out

But my head’s in a place where nobody knows

My heads in the clouds, dreaming of believing

But these dreams don’t last that long

I can’t sleep, it makes me sink like an anchor

I’m deep into something that won’t feel wrong

Now my head’s coming out, I wonder what it’s all about

Try to figure what my body’s done to me

Lay my head on the pillow and hope for the best

Because when I think of you, I feel I might just sleep

Hopeless messages to a brain that can’t even process thoughts

How the fuck do I intend on making my choice?

I’ve now spent most my life, dreaming of believing

When’s the time to step up and use my fucking voice?

I’m going out of my mind

Spent most my life under the weather the other half under the thumb

As the world went rushing by, I told myself those same nonsensical lies

And all the while you were right here in front of my eyes