pessimist - Xona

And I can’t wake up today

Where I can’t speak, you’re in my way

I got bad thoughts all again

And I wish these things would end

I’ll get everything you wish and ever wanted

I’ll tell you that I love you and I’m being honest

And I have thought of you since of August

So don’t look at me and leave me with no comment

And you put me through a circle

Feelings are vast, it abused my mental

And I envy many people, I see you through the evil

Talking like we’re meant to be but I know it’s just lethal

Yeah, I fucking hate everything, but I’m obsessed

I fucking love you, bet you wouldn’t guess

And I’m tired of this feeling of regret

I’m fucking up and it burns me to my chest

I don’t want to hear your name

I roll my eyes and I tend to look away

I should’ve told you what’s the matter from that day

And I don’t feel okay with your name

I can feel it through my bones and it aches

I try and I try to pour the blame

And I wish you could’ve came my way

I find it funny that you see this as a game

And you put me through a circle

Feelings are vast, it abused my mental

And I envy many people, I see you through the evil

Talking like we’re meant to be but I know it’s just lethal

Yeah, I fucking hate everything, but I’m obsessed

I fucking love you, bet you wouldn’t guess

And I’m tired of this feeling of regret

I’m fucking up and it burns me to my chest