Aesthetic - Xilo

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces

Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces

Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you

I’m fucking broken

They seen me empty

Glasses turn to bottles, in my head I’m feeling dizzy

But you never fucking listen, gotta jump to your conclusions

I been heading in directions, where I end up getting bruises

That’s what the truth is

I take the blame

Always getting jaded back around they’re all the same

Never wanna hear me

I been beaten from the start

I got money, I got pills

And I got a broken heart

Fuck the love

I’m needing trust

A kiss could make me stonger but it’s fixing no one’s heart

I don’t need you closer

I just need a will to start

Numbing through prescriptions, insolations where I part

So I’m back onto my track and where my head is going mad

Got a 30m of everything, a pill to make me sad

I’ve seen it all before and I’m reminiscing back

Had to take a quick vacation just to let the feelings pass

I’m aesthetic

And now I get it

Depression had me fucked up

Gotta put it in collection

But no wonder why I’m messed up

Living past and not the present

Gotta count it on my wrist just to catch up here’s a present

Gotta love me, or probably not

You never fucking seen me

In the past those feelings caught

Gotta shut me down

Put me down on 7th block

Back into the prison where’d i’d end up getting shot

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces

Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces

Of me, to replace the broken pieces of you

I’m fucking broken

They seen me empty

Glasses turn to bottles, in my head I’m feeling dizzy

But you never fucking listen, gotta jump to your conclusions

I been heading in directions, where I end up getting bruises

That’s what the truth is

I take the blame

Always getting jaded back around they’re all the same

Never wanna hear me

I been beaten from the start

I got money, I got pills

And I got a broken heart, yeah