Saphris - Xenobiotic, Sam Dishington

I lay waste in my grief, agony consumes

There is no trace, there is no clue

My heart won’t let go in finding you

What purpose is left for me to find

When pain has consumed me whole

A loss of purpose has lead me here

Have I been here before?

Will I see you again?

The weight of the world has come crashing down

I feel a burden on my shoulders

My instincts betray me, the silence takes control

I fall to my knees and scream «someone help me»

In a waking coma state, a demented, desolate, haunted wraith

With rotting mind, distorted sight and memories wrought with pain

A hollow shell of my old self, a heart that beats from spite

I am the ghost that death has left abandoned (uncollected)

Have I been here before?

Will I see you again?

Everything I am, I will always despise

Every second till the day that I die

Every wasted breath, every desperate cry

For reprieve from pain, a self inflicted lie

Every laboured breath, and overburdened step

Through the torture hall of unwanted life

There’s nothing left but a hollow shell of my self

I am the ghost that death has left to rot in living hell

I’m on my knees praying for death

Waiting for the answer I’m yet to receive

I am the ghost that death has left abandoned, uncollected

Nestled away, my sanity clings to life, I’ll never see you again

My tether breaks, I fall into the void, I’ll never see you again

Every laboured breath, and overburdened step

Through the torture hall of unwanted life

I am the ghost that death has left abandoned, uncollected