Bathrooms - WY

I watch those reality shows

I leave my hair in the shower drain

Leave all my things on the floor

Pretending that I’m something more

What if we both moved away

Do you think that would put things straight?

My mom would call me insane

And I would keep spending my money on stupid things

Because I want that priviliged job, don’t I

I want to pay with pictures of my white face, don’t I

I wish I was someone that kids thought was real and strong

But I’m a child with my hands over my ears

Don’t trust my voice when I stumble

Trembling over strings i cut off

So scared of boredom and catching dust

But I will stay young forever, I never learn, I never trust

Not sane, but hopeful to stay tough

I am ready on my knees to give it up

Don’t care for being cool or looking dumb

I feel too close but I am stll not close enough

Because I want that priviliged job, don’t I

I want to pay with pictures of my white face, don’t I

I wish I was someone that kids thought was real and strong

But I’m a child with my hands over my ears

Don’t trust a word I say