Escape - World War Me, Nicholas Matthews

Broke down by the mess I made

Destroyed like a heartbreak hand grenade

Is there a better way to leave my past behind

And my scattered thoughts are endless plots to kill my mind

I’m broken by design

If I could just pretend

That everything is in my head

I could stay awake forever

Try to comprehend

That I’m not broken

No, I’m not left for dead

If I could stay awake forever

Maybe I’d escape this hell I’m in

I’ve gone through a million ways

Found out that my mind is just a slave

To everything that I’ve encountered

, how I’m fucking suffering

What a good for nothing I’ve become

If I could just pretend

That everything is in my head

I could stay awake forever

Try to comprehend

That I’m not broken

No, I’m not left for dead

If I could stay awake forever

Maybe I’d escape this hell I’m in

Help now, as I’m lost in emotion

As I drown in the ocean of fear

And I’m hellbound on buying your dying devotion

Swept away in the motion so clear

If I could just pretend

That everything is in my head

I could stay awake forever

Try to comprehend

That I’m not broken

No, I’m not left for dead

If I could stay awake forever

Maybe I’d escape this hell I’m in