GHOST - Witt Lowry

Another day, another night

Another fucking battle in my mind

A lot of love, a lot of hate

A lot who want to see me unwind

I feel alone, all alone

Now get your shit together is what I’m told

Been feeling low, super low

And they won’t even care 'till I’m ghost

Used to dream of the top, had nightmares of the bottom

'Till I realized that the bottom is the top when forgotten

Pray I don’t fall, like Autumn

When you feel more like a product than a person there’s a problem

Been, feeling so low, I don’t want no one to know

I just need something to cope

Leave me alone, told them all leave me alone

Then wonder where do they go

Been here before, push away people I love

Just so they never get close

End of my rope, I don’t think anyone care

Maybe they will when I go

Maybe they’ll talk about me on the internet

They never care only care when they benefit

Introvert honestly out of my element

Still I’m afraid of becoming irrelevant

Pay attention to the ones who don’t clap when you win

If they lie to you once then they’ll do it again

Knew the hurt would come back, I just didn’t know when

And the night of the crash, I thought it was the end

All it takes is a moment to alter a life

And I thought about that for the rest of the night

Am I making a difference with things that I write

Just a human you don’t know the demons I fight so

Another day, another night

Another fucking battle in my mind

A lot of love, a lot of hate

A lot who want to see me unwind

I feel alone, all alone

Now get your shit together is what I’m told

Been feeling low, super low

And they won’t even care 'till I’m ghost

You say I’m the worst, they say I’m the best

But call me tonight when you get off of work

Got things on my chest

I’ve been feeling bad for the feelings I have

I know that I’m blessed

Been learning that money just isn’t the cure

For feeling depressed, I know I digress

I’ve been a mess, honestly I’ve been a mess

Hate what I think in my head

Act like a friend, then when I need you the most

That’s when you leave me on read

Have to pretend, always just have to pretend

Like I don’t care what it said

Stuck in my head, plenty of things I could do

I just go lay In my bed

Damn

Don’t really know why I’m feeling so low

Where do you go when there’s nowhere to go

They talk and they talk and I know they don’t know

What it’s like when your heart becomes empty and cold

How do I know what’s real when my mind questions all I know

How do I save myself from myself when I’m feeling low

How do I flip the page if I’m stuck reading what I’ve wrote

Why do I always drown in my thoughts, need to learn to float

Another day, another night

Another fucking battle in my mind

A lot of love, a lot of hate

A lot who want to see me unwind

I feel alone, all alone

Now get your shit together is what I’m told

Been feeling low, super low

And they won’t even care 'till I’m ghost