Hell Inside My Head - Wish You Were Here, Jesse Barnett

Can’t get out of this bed

And I hope you don’t hold that against me

Haven’t been right in the head

I know, you don’t need to convince me

And I’ve been on the move

I think we both know well what that means

Waiting 'til you bend to find a friend

You never warned me

But please believe me when I say

I’ve just got so goddamn much on my mind

And I’m way too proud to say

And I find myself worrying

About my mom since my sister left

And all this hell inside my head —

This hell inside my head

Can’t get out of this head

I hope I don’t let it drown me

I heard what you said, I know

But we can’t seem to agree

And like some kind of ghost

This sickness, it tends to haunt me

Oh oh ohh

Strangling a part of me that once was happy

But no one else said:

«I've been lonely though and I’ve been thinking

How I should go see my dad down in San Antonio.»

And honestly, it’s such hard place for me to be —

Between the ones I lost

And I never see in this hell inside my head

It’s got me down

This waiting and this wondering, goddamn

Is this all I’ll ever know?

I’ll never know

So for now I’ll just live inside this hell —

Oh, this hell inside my head