Heartbreaker - While My City Burns

I was near death and it felt so free

Bathtub full of blood and cuts on my feet

I’m not afraid to die but I’m afraid to live

Death doesn’t feel and life is a lie

Always here I stand alone

So scared so broken so fucking gone

Home is where the heart is but my heart is dead

I can’t control these thoughts they control me instead

I know you’ll never understand how hard this feels

But everyday is a nightmare and death is a dream

Don’t blame yourselves I’ve always felt like this inside

I love you more than ever it’s time to say goodbye

Fuck I did it again

Razorblades going through my veins

Blood and tears I’m fading away

All my fears are going away

I’m falling down just to feel the ground

I need you to save me

I know you’ll never understand how hard this feels

But everyday is a nightmare and death is a dream

Don’t blame yourselves I’ve always felt like this inside

I love you more than ever it’s time to say goodbye

I feel more and more hopeless with every breath I take

I pray on my knees

But this pain won’t go away

I am a hollow shell

I am a hollow shell

Always here I stand alone

So scared so broken so fucking gone

Home is where the heart is but my heart is dead

I can’t control these thoughts they control me instead

I know you’ll never understand how hard this feels

But everyday is a nightmare and death is a dream

Don’t blame yourselves I’ve always felt like this inside

I love you more than ever it’s time to say goodbye