21 - Vial

21 years that I’ve been feeling alive

I can’t ever seem to sleep through the night

I think my brain is changing and I don’t know why

My friends will go out without me but I’ll be just fine

I’ve been feeling like I just can’t do right by myself

Maybe it’s all part of a bigger plan, I’m going crazy

Maybe I need to drink some more water this year

To stop the pounding migraine between my ears

Everyday I drink my weight in caffeine

And hope that maybe one day I’ll feel seen

I’ve been feeling like I just can’t do right by myself

Maybe it’s all part of a bigger plan, I’m going crazy

I’ve been feeling like I just can’t do right by myself

Maybe it’s all part of a bigger plan, I’m going crazy (going crazy)

And all my birthdays go up in flames, but

Maybe I’ll be someone someday

This year I’ll be one more older

Next year I’ll be one more closer