Chore - Versus You

I threw up my vocal chords

My lungs are punctured

And it still took three long months

For these words to come out right

You got that look in your eyes

The one that tells me you’re sick and fucking tired

Of listening to me now

Still there’s no one else to talk to

No one else to open up to

Would you give me one last chance?

Either way I’m fucking lost

Would you dare

Or even care

If I told you everything’s alright?

Take these words

Shove them away

And believe them any other day

I tried to drown these thoughts

In alcohol, just put on a drunken smile

And the two of you looked tired

I’ve lost all integrity

In a bottle of shame

And a million cigarettes

I knew you’d give up on me

There is nothing I could say to you

To convince you that these words are true

So I just pass out in front of you

Oh I’m so fucking lost