Nothing Hurts More Than Loving Me - VELVETEARS

My chest hurts, I’m falling

Down the same rabbit hole

That I was lost in

Hope I’ll find my way out

And I can’t stop stalling

Maybe if I have one more drink

I will calm down

My head’s exhausting

I don’t wanna deal with it

And you don’t wanna deal with me

I’ve been told, nothing hurts more than loving me

You don’t wanna feel that way

And I don’t wanna feel that pain

Rather you hate me now

Get it out of the way

You don’t wanna deal with me

And I don’t wanna feel that way

If it hurts loving me

Get it out of the way

Everything’s slowed down, so I sped it up

Found some clarity and I threw it all out

Thought I had a plan, but I made it all up

Just goin' along till I mess it all up

My heart strings are pulling and taking

I used to have driven and it’s fadin'

Lately I feel like I’m wasting away

I know nobody’s waiting

Love is blind, but I see why loving me is bad

A stomped out heart inside a girl with no real plan

With a past so dark that she just can’t understand

Who would ever wanna hold these shaky hands?

Whoo-uh, whoo-uh

(Who would ever wanna hold these shaky hands?)

Whoo-uh, whoo-uh (these shaky hands)

Whoo-uh, whoo-uh

I don’t wanna deal with it

And you don’t wanna deal with me

I’ve been told, nothing hurts more than loving me

You don’t wanna feel that way

And I don’t wanna feel that pain

Rather you hate me now

Get it out of the way