Long Drive Home - Ugly Heroes

Suppose you could look ahead like you said

You suppose you could figure what I’m gonna be like in a few years

That’s not hard

Judging by the way you’re going, your life will end up just being a drifter

Maybe even a bum

A bum?

This fucking buzz is wearing off

I’m preparing for the worst sick of staring at these walls

And I should go to bed, I need a fucking shower

I’m suppose to be at work in just a couple hours

Instead I’m pouring whisky-sour

Thinking this entire planet isn’t ours

No matter what they say.

We see the shift in power

Compare the digits in the bank to yours

So wonder what we should be thankful for?

These student loans, this stupid phones

I rarely even answer, peoples wonder what I do at home

I sit around with Captain, eat and drink a lot

Cause I don’t like to think a lot

Cause when I think a tend to get myself in trouble

My blood pressure doubles

An anxiety is coupled

With not so subtle hint to try to tell me

What I’m doing isn’t healthy

When people try to help

I just tell them «go to hell»

Let me worry about myself

I spent a lot of time

Caught up in my mind

Trying to figure out what wrong

Just trying to find home

I feel it on my own

Never tought it takes this long

It’s too much going on

Writing these songs

And everybody else move on

Feeling left behind

Trying to find home

I never thought it takes this long

Yeah, regrets creeps like some better than expected weed

And then exceeds the life expectancy

Discrepancy between the brain and the heart

Chest thumps, breaking apart, while making up art

Splattered goosebumps, color everywhere

Listen to my new stuff, it’s like a can of paint

Blue chunks, struggle everyday

Trouble exists

Feels like I’m in some deep shit

Puddles of piss

Humble abyss

Rookie see is cookie crumbled to bits

Cracker on the mic, yes I crumble the writs

See clearly through the mist

No I’m facing one long drive home

All along on a long dark road

Used to watch for 5−0 following

Blunt hangin out my mouth

A guy was hanging on my couch

Somehow I made it out and beyond

Beyond a shadow of doubt

I’mma stay strong, cause that’s what I’m about