Change Me - Twiztid

Dear self

It’s me in the mirror I wanna help

And every time that you’re in front of me

I worry about your health

You ain’t getting any younger

I see the lines under your eyes

And how you fluctuate with weight

And how to layer up in disguise

I see you fix yourself up for the public

And try to find your place

I see the other sides emotional

Behind a painted face

I see a kinda faded trace

Of a kid who wanted to make it

And animosity for everyone

In line who tried to take it

See the hunger and the pain

In the lost blank stare

But you never focus solely

On the ones that really care

Say that you don’t make sense

But you make bucks

You been about it since the first

And you still don’t give a fuck

I be seeing when you brush yo teeth

Rapping in the mirror

Hoping that I repeat

I can make a change

If only in me

I can strive to be the person

That I really wanna be

I can make a change

If only in me

I can strive to be the person

That I really wanna be

No excuses gonna hold me back again

See You were for me now

See You were there for me then

We can do it if we focus on change

Let it flow like the blood in the veins

We can do it

If we keep it on track

Only get one life

Time to take it all back

I been down to hell so I know where the devil’s son is at

Told him like Chappelle on the real we ain’t comin back

And we been on a trail ever since like a couple ants

Watch it all prevail in the face of the struggle can’t

Even get a flail outta us for your trouble that

Has to put the nail through the heart of your bubble

I never been afraid to fail I’ll just crawl through the ruble

Turn a single to a double, on nothin but hustle

Got the Blade under ya stubble don’t even mumble

Is what it could of been if the plan had stumbled

Had to be more than a drip in a land of puddles

Quarterback the huddle fuck a deal let the cards shuffle

Life’s a hard puzzle

With ya bark muzzled

Bunch of dark tunnels

Not at all subtle

Sometimes you gotta think for yourself

And let all the mistakes fall to somebody else

I know There ain’t many breaks

We can all use the help

If all I’m givin is hate

Then I’m right back in hell

I can make a change

If only in me

I can strive to be the person

That I really wanna be

No excuses gunna hold me back again

See You were for me now

See You were there for me then

We can do it if we focus on change

Let it flow like the blood in the veins

We can do it

If we keep it on track

Only get one life

Time to take it all back

We can do it

If we keep it on track

Only get one life

Time to take it all back

We can do it

If we keep it on track

Only get one life

Time to take it all back