Pulsion - Trepalium

You shall be afraid

When you realize

That if I smile

It’s because I’m nothing

(Just) (but) (and)…pain

…I'm someone different!

Unique, I’m the character

The illusion, the smell, the scent

Which you deny to see

I am always after

The last limits of morality

Everything is lost beforehand anyways…

For nothing will be better tommorrow

I’m a fucking psycho

But I will be crazy

I’m a fucking sickhead

But I will be insane

I want to desire more

And this obsession makes me fear

Kiss me, leak me, leak my perversion

With a good scent of aggression

Empty mind, my heart filled with

Regrets and memories

I must progress and evolve

Now my only law…

To be the destroyer

Now call me… …Into my obsession

I listen but I don’t understand

Hope, but nothing in my hands

Words of consolation feel like plain bullshit

Just one truth…

For a worm I will be the meat

Beyond the horizons of the mind

I build my life with the dead

Everything is lost beforehand

I would have never succeeded anyways