Nothing New - Trash Boat

I can’t lose myself in this embrace

I’m wide awake

Because the higher you climb

The further you fall

The harder you love

The faster it all comes crashing down

And I felt for all the things I hate about myself

So they will, so they will leave me as well

Why do I do this to myself in the first place?

Chasing smoke with something sweet just to hide the taste

Because the difference is nothing new

The only difference is what you do

I can’t take it back

I can’t take it all back

So I took my chances, no matter what the cost

I’m better now, I’ve loved and lost

We all look for answers while you found me

And I’m sorry

I hate to be shamelessly

Free of disguise

Why do I do this to myself in the first place?

Chasing smoke with something sweet just to hide the taste

Because the difference is nothing new

The only difference is what you do

I can’t take it back

Just give me something to follow

I know is true

Give me something to hold

That I don’t see right through

Give me something new

So I can fall in love with you

Give me something new