21 - To The Wind

I’m far too young to feel like I’m locked inside your holding cell.

I’m too torn to heal and there’s no more running from myself.

Dress the wounds and let them heal.

Remind yourself that you’re still here.

Be free from it all.

Strong on your own.

You’ll find a way out but you need to let me go.

You’re in over your head but you’re better than this.

The pain will grow stronger if you just bare with me because I can’t promise to

feel the same and I know how selfish I can be to you.

I can’t keep pretending that love survives here when it’s just killing you and

me.

I can’t see the wrong from the right.

I faced myself in the mirror and lost the fight.

We’ve been to hell and back a few times.

Somedays I wonder how I’m still alive but I survived.

Don’t let me fall asleep because when I sleep I dream and in my dreams I can’t

control the things I see.

That are induced by the mark and the scar you left in me.

True pain was the only thing that you could offer me but I can’t see why I’m

still questioning.

Is this the end.

Is this the end.

Is this the end.

The pain you won’t forget, it rings in your head like a deafening storm.

If you just bare with me, I can’t promise to feel the same and I know how

selfish I can be to you.

I can’t keep pretending that love survives here when it’s just killing you and

me.

Bare with me.

I can’t promise to feel the same if you just bare with me.

I promise there will be no perfect ending if you just bare with me.