Oh God, I've Never Felt This Low - To Kill Achilles

I gave up all my friends, my family, my whole life

Just to feel like I was moving forward

Just to feel alive

These memories mean more than love to me

At least that’s what the people closest to me started to believe

I watched as people I held dear

Turn their backs on me

But the truth is I chose to be alone

I had everyone and everything and I chose to leave my home

Don’t get me wrong

See in the moment

This is worth it

But these moments only last so long but I’ll be left with a lifetime of no one

Late night drives

One thousand miles away

Have become like home

The only place for me

I gave it all away

To spend everyday

Somewhere else